Crystal from Natural Causes by adult mom

Driving home in your little blue car 
You turn the corner and you pull off 
Cut the engine before the seatbelt clicks out 
And I answer your call

I am living in crystal
Two way glass
I can see myself 
But you cannot see me back 
And you sit at a long brown 
Conference table 
Determine if I’ll fill what you lack 

I’ve been stomach sick lately 
I fantasize greatly 
Of passing out  in a public space 
And 
The ambulance comes in 
They call the next of kin 
It’s months before I wake
And by then everything is okay 

You look hard at me 
when you say 
“You don’t love me, but you better stay”

I tell you I’m sorry 
I’ll shield my eyes 
The next time the pretty girls pass me by 

I am living in crystal two way glass
I can see myself but you cannot see me back 
And I sit at a long brown conference table
Determine if it’s worth it just to pass 

I’ve been stomach sick lately 
I fantasize greatly 
Of passing out in a public place
And 
The ambulance comes in 
They call the next of kin 
It’s months before I wake 
And by then everything is okay 

I wait in line for a better time 
Breaking the glass comes with bad luck 
But it eventually will pass 
Till then I’ll try to find safety behind 
It’s not you 
I need someone whose more kind 

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