Only Beauty from AHW by Anne Helen Wells

Staring at me
With nothing but the fire in your eyes
Staring at you
With nothing but a band-aid on my thigh

Holding my hands
Feeling it melt under your tongue
Holding your hands
Feel myself melt under your thumb

I feel you fill me in
You're empty in your skin
I know you only see
How bad I want to be

How bad I want to be

Chained up, spit soaked
Totally ruined
Braindead fucktoy
Your only beauty
Trained up, teeth out
Completely useless
Painslut, beat down
Your only beauty

Thinking of you
My blood is throbbing in and out
Thinking for me
Your breath is catching in my mouth

Drink in your scent
Drown myself to keep you in
My voice insistent
Begging please to keep you in

I scream inside my head
I write your name in red
I know that you could see
How good a girl I'd be

If only I was

Chained up, spit soaked
Totally ruined
Braindead fucktoy
Your only beauty
Trained up, teeth out
Completely useless
Painslut, beat down
Your only beauty

Brushing your hair
Away so I can see your face
Pulling my hair
The pain will keep me in my place

Saying my name
Feeling the anger stain your lips
Saying your name
Hearing like honey how it drips

I'm made of clay for you
I know you always knew
You shape me to your needs
I'm what you want from me

But in the end, you're nothing but a

Brainwormed blood-sucking
Corporate attorney
Pink-pilled cunt fucker
You love your cruelty
Frog-faced shameless
Victim complex wannabe
Love-bombed, blameless
I'm your only beauty

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