So Shook from 1988 by Astronaut Adam
Tracklist
| 3. | So Shook | 2:48 |
Lyrics
How much pain can one man sustain before he loses his flame
I have became unchained
How much can one man cry before his eyes become dry
How come I wasn't the one to die, now fly
How many tears must he shed
It's clear that I'm fed up
I've been seeing red
I'm ready for my fears to be dead
Over the years I've come closer to this edge
I'm teetering near death
Here is what he said
How I wish it could be so easy
How could you just up and leave me
Now I'm grieving
That's the reason that I seem so needy
As of recent
I don't know what to believe in
I just know that people come and go just like the seasons
Well, I wanted it to stay spring
When life was amazing
Now I'm pacing
Anticipating and waiting for somebody to wake me from this daydream
Life isn't what it may seem
I just wish that you would've stayed clean
I don't want this to be real
I guess you popped your last pill
I don't know how to feel
I told you that shit would get you killed
Now I'm left to deal with no more time to chill with you
They say in time I'll heal, but I'm gonna keep it real with you
I'm mad as fuck
How could you just up and leave us
Now I got this nine tucked
Screaming, where the fuck is Jesus
Because I need a hug
You just needed drugs
Needless to say I'm fucked up and speechless
My heart broken into pieces
How could you do this
So stupid and foolish
I'm so confused
Why the fuck were you still using, abusing
You had a beautiful future
I seen the signs, but didn't do shit
I mean, I tried, but the truth is that I was clueless
Blind to the situation
You had a smile, but it was painted
You mastered the art of manipulation
I hate this
Now I'm forced to make these changes
I ain't ate shit in days while planning for your arrangements
Now I'm at the visitation
We came from basements to sold out stages
You were so courageous
Now I'm stuck flipping through the pages of your old notebooks
Fuck I'm so shook
My soul has a hole in it
So this song ain't got no hook.
Credits
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Adam Gasser
Produced by Max Altmark
License
All rights reserved.
When Adam Gasser was 16 he had an epiphany, peace is possible and hip-hop is a vessel to spread that inner peace to all people. This came after years of trials in Beloit, WI, living in poverty and experiencing crime and violence firsthand. Twelve years later he is spreading this peace through the music and movement of Astronaut Adam. He has made it his mission to bring love back to the streets.