RESPITE from TENSION STRATEGIES by BLUSH RESPONSE

My high school hero showed me
The secret to make it through life
And it's called hard work

My father issue told me
That I'd never make it through life
If he could see me right now
I'd change his mind

I'm just a lost boy looking for a friend
Oh so tortured, and confined
To this solitude that defines my existence

I fill myself up every day
With reasons not to try
and avoid my quest in life
I beat myself up inside

Beat myself to death
Beat myself to death
Beat myself to death
Yeah, I'll beat myself to death

I'm just so fucking scared
of knowing that he could be right
Distract myself with want
I'm fucking every one in sight

Please help me
Understand the hate that burns inside
My father's son has beat himself
Now he will have his Respite

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