Luminous Lilac by BOO LAY

I’m writing messages to my future self
Hoping to remind myself I found an answer to something I was looking for
at the point of when I lost myself .
I would give everyone every chance I was never given and have to applaud myself to never build that prison
made of envy or self hatred because I had to go without. My own actions and self conscious would do that no doubt

How do you
Go through life
With that Lens
Shame never ends
How do you
Sift through lies
When They all blend
Fact and fiction
Past subscriptions

Fell asleep at the wheel
Ended my route in a middle of a field
Bet when I back and healed
The tracks left will be revealed

How would you know
Where you would go
When you’re the problem
How would you know
Where to go
With no more options

• Experimental
• experimental rock
• lofi rock
• mathgaze
• mathrock
• shoegaze
• Indianapolis