nail polish from nail polish by blighted_128

first the right hand, then the left. one nail at a time and then your thumb.
painting your nails is such a small thing and it doesnt make you feel that much
better but its all youve got and youll have to pretend
in that inky black on the tip of your finger is everything youll never be
for a moment you see your reflection in the paint. you look away

they get to be pretty, they get to be happy, and all you can do it paint
your fucking nails again
paint your fucking nails again and maybe youll be ok, maybe youll be beautiful,
maybe youll make them see
you wont, but its nice to imagine.

of course you fucked it up. fucking paint all over your fucking hands now
you worthless piece of shit. you clean it off and you pretend youre better than that

theres warnings about nail polish remover being harmful to your skin but
nothing about your skin being harmful to you

clean up, put your bullshit away, its time for bed
maybe when you wake up youll be wearing a new coat.

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