judgement day from BLACK OPS by Kenyu
demise
Tracklist
| 17. | judgement day | 3:30 |
Lyrics
Destruction reigns in my path
Nothing forever lasts
I accept my fate to become a disgrace
Righteous terrorism, claimed right in my face
Through the scars, through the tears, through the eyes deep inside
Dry from cries of the families of the men who have died
To the sand and to the dirt, to the bullets and the bombs
To the fire and the water, to the enemy or their brother
To the pity and the witty, to the anger or the feeling
To the hunger or the thirst, to the love or lack thereof
To the step into the nest, to letting go the pin before
To the fallen booby traps, to the sharpen knife down war
Luck for those who took one in the brain with no pain
But not for those who can’t get up and carry their own weight
How many days I have to spent on my own descend
From the heavens, the angel, now a devil with burning feathers
Rather not speak on work or love with the few ones I keep in touch
They judge me behind that smile, they'll never keep it a buck
Fate has been pretty for me in comparison to those
Yet I'm crying over this hypothetical ocean of pure gold
I had a beautiful family, I had a beautiful house
Till someone broke in when I was serving the country I hate now
Drug filled addicts with no heart, was exchanged for DMT
And they needed a new one, so they took my girlfriend and our kid
Couldn't handle her loud screams, so they had to be shut off
Shove the knife from the throat to the brain to shut her the fuck up
My daughter with mom's blood, inside now outside
The day that the monsters reigned atop of her bed this time
Details weren't given to me, or else I'd flip my shit even more
Would kill everyone alongside myself, just like I did in war
No man in the life of kids for parental figure
No footage of reconciliation onto camo wearing creatures
No faith in the future, nothing can overcome the amount of suffering
No dick sucking titty fucking will bring the pleasure I thought was coming
All I wish for is to live with them once again even if in hell
And if we're separate, all I want to do is call and tell
I'm sorry, wasn't there for you.
This is a nightmare come true.
I miss you so much, love.
Please forgive me, I might not be with you over what I fought
This is important to my health, well being, the little rest of it
But these are the thoughts I have when I close my eyes without sleeping
Hours tripping on this shit, I can't even beat my dick
All these things come back to me, the faces of the burning sheep
Nothing hides forever, and I’ll eventually come out together
Let that be after my Beretta splatter my brain all over my sweater
Somewhere deep a tumor lies, waiting to punch with a surprise
Hitting causes all road traveled and carried to be doomed to die
Thinking they were doing good, when all good has bad within
Now their lives on Hollywood, are portrayed as full of sin
And I won't be one of them, I will cease to see my time
My death is the only thing that's warranted in this fucking life of mines
It's my judgement day.
