Southill from Uncaused by Cinemartyr

Birth
Bad things
Fear of school
Ugly and unworthy
Burned out cars and burned out houses
Evil people
Break-ins, stabbings and rape stories
Suicide
Sexual experimentation
...with friends
Trauma at home
Ugly
Divorce
Not a lot of female contact until later years

Graduation and take two
Weed, Jeff Buckley, Rain, Band
Growing up, alcohol
College, insecurity
Massive downfall
Free-fall insanity
Art and identity
OST
Dreams During Hibernation
Graduation
Obsession with showing her I am still hot shit

Hold

Homelessness
Decision to leave while staring at ceiling
Idealism
Depression-diagnosis-medication
No more eating shit
Slowing down
Hope
Death...
Relaxing muscles
...to ego
Slowing down
Big balls
Protection
Using my arm
Using my legs
Using my head
Telling her what I should have said

• Electronic
• Rock
• alternative rock
• ambient
• art rock
• math rock
• noise rock
• New York