Nihilism by Dead

“Forever I shall be, the wanderer, lost in a sea of desolation.”


“I began writing this album in late 2015 as a way to cope with the worst depression I’ve ever felt in, what was, the worst year of my life. The cause isn’t important, as it is no longer important to me, but I will tell you I’ve never been at a lower point for confidence, self-image, or happiness. I spent a lot of time sulking in dark rooms pouring my depression into the guitar, and slowly, I crafted a concept, a character to mirror my emotions, someone I could reflect on and fantasize into something more fantastic. Through this character I expressed my disdain for the world. He expresses all my rage, my disgust, my fear, my sorrow, and my, at the time, total and complete longing for death, for nothingness to wash over me and take me away from the constant pain of being. This album is the single most personal thing I’ve ever written, I quite literally recorded my real pain and sorrow into these tracks, sulking and delving deeper into these emotions before every tracking session. I welcome you to experience my sorrow and grief and proudly present Nihilism.” - Heathen


Dead is -

Heathen: Vocals (Tracks 2,3,5), Guitar, Bass

Kohld: Drums, Synth, Vocals (Track 4)