body horror from event horizon by deer in headlights
this is a track with a very promising concept but i wasnt able to properly communicate it - at least as well as i wanted to -
the very begining is about a weird fever dream i had years ago when i was really sick, maybe its only comprehensible to me because of natures of dreams.
the rest is essentially about my relationship with hypochondria, thinking i am going to die at the smallest little thing wrong with me, i wish i wasnt as blunt as i was with it and managed to find some artsy analogy for it instead.
Tracklist
| 8. | body horror | 5:54 |
Lyrics
a triangle flowing in non euclydian motion
(os vertices ad nauseam)
it treads through my dreams, plaguing me
i am responsive but not awake
as concepts become things
polygons upon polygons
an incomprehensible cosmic aparatus
and it weighs down on me
(it weighs ad nauseam)
november night
i can feel the nausea of an entire lifetime downing on me in the next moment - but it never comes
i feel so hot i cant go to sleep
blankets weight me down to the bottom of the sea
(it burns ad nauseam)
i can feel the accumulated pressure
my ear bursts
as my throat floods with salty waters
(body horror ad nauseam)
i am half alive
and it aches
like jolts of pain
and freezing cold
weighing down on me
ill forget to breathe
(i cannot breathe ad nauseam)
i feel like if i go to sleep now, im going to die
ill choke on my spit and die
as i eat into my own lungs
i can feel the walls of my throat cave in - suffocation
i am half alive
and it aches
like jolts of pain
and freezing cold
weighing down on me
(whines ad nauseam)
the detestable feeling of my body failing me
fearing a self destruct
whatever my mind thinks is the new culprit to my encroathing demise
tonights autodiagnosed ailment that isnt probable, but just likely enough
an anxiety-born anxiety birther
corporal punishment for my worries
fleeting thoughts, premonitions of death
body horror
