Trouble from Sutured Self by deerxing

it's always been a curiosity
but i denied myself a place --
i thought i wasn't worthy
i've writhed and thrived in pride and privacy
i thought this thought was commonplace --
i hated my body
but i finally took a look around
and saw so many other wayward souls
who'd chosen their own species

these wants have always lived inside of me
their wings were all but clipped
just out of fear of being free
but i finally feel like taking off;
come turbulence and violence, i'm forsaking shame
i feel ready

here comes trouble!

you've woken up a naked buck;
it's too late now, they've welcomed us.
you've woken up to fear and lust
it's beautiful and dangerous!

i'll learn to nurture, soothe, and suture me
i'm better off for having let somebody cut me deeply
though, still, i feel i'm faking all my seams
but i'm beginning to think that maybe
that's just everybody

yeah!

you've woken up a naked buck;
it's too late now, they've welcomed us.
you've woken up to fear and lust
it's beautiful and dangerous!

• Alternative
• Electronic
• Experimental
• independent
• Columbus