hardrush from try by DOOR EATER

All dressed up, hiding in the corner waiting
Come on, come up - already fading
Why the fuck is this me the me that showed up tonight?
Can't take this

God I wish I could fake this
Never thought I'd be fucking up gay shit
Then again, all I want I'm afraid of
Don't leave me, don't wait up

Don't leave me
Don't wait up

God I wish I could be true
Inner child like "sux 2 b u"
Too soon, too much to lose - wish I was you

Wish I could move
So cringe, come on bitch, just read the room
Nobody cares - so sure I was ready
Why the fuck can I not break through this?

Hey. Just follow me
Just breathe
Just breathe

Stuck inside, nevermind all the bodies
All the eyes, they don't have to be watching
Take my hand and wipe away your tears
It's ok, we're together, I'm with you
Don't look back at the bad dreams you lived thru
This is our life and we're still here

Stuck inside
Nevermind
God I want to try
I'm here tonight but I just can't get it right

Dark
On the concrete
Try hard to breathe
I can dream but I'll never be anything close to me

The real me that I've built in my head
Crumpled on the floor, barely lived and she's already dead

Not again, I hate this
But I guess it was never gonna be painless
Sobbing, rotting
Three hours in and I still feel nothing
Don't look at me, please don't perceive me
Seeing everything I wanna be around me
How the fuck do I set myself free?

I wanna be free
I wanna be the real me

Stuck inside, nevermind all the bodies
All the eyes, they don't have to be watching
Take my hand and wipe away your tears (your tears)
Look at me, we're together we're in this
Don't look back at the bad dreams, u lived bitch
Don't you worry angel, we're still here

Still stuck inside
But nevermind
We're alive
It's on tonight motherfucker, it's on tonight

• Electronic
• Noise
• Pop
• breakcore
• industrial
• noise pop
• Los Angeles