Suvijäät by Lilja

:: Full tracklist (available when purchased)

1. Vaihdokas
2. Suvijäät
3. Taistele/Pakene
4. ????
5. Univalo
6. Sivullinen
7. Juhannushautajaiset *
8. Jäätaivas
+ hidden track


Total playing time 75min
* only available digitally




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For the darkest time of the year, let there be some light...

Once the new day will dawn and the rebirth will come for all of us, like the inevitable awakening of nature after the long winter. Every birth contains pain and when you give blood, you also loose some.

When flowers start to bloom again and nature wakes up, you can feel yourself getting old and dying. Stillness of long winter is over. You can feel it when listening the crying sound from the icy lake. Your secret sanctuary has been revealed and ruined. The same sun that once made the snow shimmer magically, now only reveals all the shit under the melting snow.

When Her beauty is gone and you are still here alone, the same old wine doesn't taste the same anymore. Hangover strikes and nostalgia shows its cruel nature. You just don't want to accept it and you want to continue "the romance" by force. You feel yourself disintegrated and you don't even want to fit in anymore. You just want to dissociate yourself from this reality and lock yourself into your own world. Getting lost into the woods and looking for a rural bed for eternal sleep.

However when you have lived long enough the same day, everyday in slow motion and autopilot, the surface of the dreams and reality starts to fade again. New spirits comes to you. Soft visions in blood opens up and melancholy becomes your perverse bride. Grimness always stays by your side.

You start to feel euphoria, when you're bleeding dry in the green spring field. Slowly inhaling death and exhaling life, while listening a black-throated loon singing your funeral song, like a mystical siren. You melt into the green and start to have a near death experience. You are sensing the shining blissfull light from beyond. There's kind of twisted happiness and relief rising from the negativity. In that little moment, you feel blessed of being depressed.


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Listen the record in solitude with headphones at night

Special quests on the record:
Dunkel, Jussi Jäppinen, Hukka, Lassi Salminen, Julia Elven

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