wings from Elizabeth666 by Elizabeth666

take the blood out of my skin
watch a movie ive seen before again
hope to god its me laughing
its a funny joke someone said
always at my expense

i saw dead friends in a bad dream
wanted to see how i was doing
said im different but I like all of the same shit
and the feeling that i get when i drink too much

hopeful in a way that ive been
maybe a hundred times before
the sun it finally came up last week
couldnt open up the door

saw a ghost outside the apartment
was waving to me like a friend
watched it make its way back home
and i hoped that he might invite me in
take the light in my ribcage
just cut me open and tear it out of me
a county fair
the room is spinning
families eating waffle cake
and chicken wings

what am i doing here
catching feelings i cant face
wish i could turn it off
be in my body at your place
i dont even know what feels good
been burned too many times before
but im enjoying the moment while it lasts
clothes piled up on your bedroom floor

i could live in silence
it feels so intimate
couldve kept on talking
but i miss the closeness like this.

i could live in silence
it feels so intimate
when i can hear your heartbeat
with my head on your chest

i miss this closeness
i just want more of it.

• Alternative
• bedroom emo
• emo
• lo-fi
• midwest emo
• sadcore
• Los Angeles