Anxious from ANGRY SONGS by Antonella Eye Porcelluzzi y EL ZOMBIE ESPACIAL
Tracklist
2. | Anxious | 6:12 |
Lyrics
I’m so anxious
that the air
doesn’t oxygenate
the brain
and I can fall
if I walk,
My teeth shake,
My hands shake,
I feel a panic crisis
trying to sprout
but the medication makes a wall,
but that wall will fall in one hour,
I need diaphragmatic breathing
and take the reins of the situation.
I want to live,
but dying would make it stop,
it’s inviting.
I am an artist of sound and lyrics,
I believe and practice
nonviolence,
but against me
it’s my right.
I know that this type
of posting
is boring
and useless,
because outside
of a few
who really know me
it’s cadaveric masturbation,
there is no social network
empathy,
this is a colosseum
of selfish people
(like me),
I want to embrace:
Artaud,
Poe,
Quiroga
and then just freeze,
like a polar flower.