Lithium from Semblance by Est Complexus

It feels so good
It's fucking divine
I often wish I could feel that way all the time
But its not sustainable
No, it's not real
It's my fucked up brain chemistry affecting the way that I feel

Oh mania, it hurts so much because you're gone
Oh mania, I haven't felt good in so long
Oh mania, it hurts so much now that you're gone
Oh mania, I haven't felt that good in so long

My head is a battlefield
A war inside
My depression and mania
Continue to fight
I wanna be even, wanna be okay
But part of me doubts I'll ever get to a good place

Oh mania, it hurts so much because you're gone
Oh mania, I haven't felt good in so long
Oh mania, it hurts so much now that you're gone
Oh mania, I haven't felt that good in so long

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