benadryl from STONER by estelle allen

this is a nightmare
it isn't good, it isn't healthy
that wasn't weed that i just smoked
i'm closing the blinds
do you think i'm losing it?
i just took a pill

i'm seeing figures at the foot of my bed
i think i'm getting sick
hair falling out of my head
and honestly i just keep saying it's fine
i think i'm losing my mind

somebody please

help me
every day is just the same thing
i feel like shit and i'm so lonely
i need another human being
i'm going fucking crazy

just killed a roach with my bare hands
i wanna cry
i'm smoking on that esoteric pack
i've got no idea who the fuck i am
i'm all alone
i'm nobody

goddammit i messed up and fucked it
there's no going back
i wanna get dressed up
but all of my clothes smell like shit
everything is stressful so i'm not gonna deal with it
what's wrong with taking my time?

i'm begging you please

help me
every day is just the same thing
i feel like shit and i'm so lonely
i need another human being
i'm going fucking crazy

are you a transvestite or a homosexual?

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