idiot from STONER by estelle allen

god damn
it's the first of the month
should've got your bread right now
instead of holding onto that check you went
and smoked all the rent somehow
wake up
make yourself lunch
try and keep one bite down
instead of picking up a new pack you'd better
figure that shit out

just have a little patience, learn how to let go
money is a concept
i know how to waste it, not really how to make it
but maybe that's alright
cause everything i'd ever need
is sitting here right in front of me
i know right?
where's the weed?

get a job
pay the rent
you're a slob
and a pot headed mess
but you're not an idiot
this is all gonna come to an end

once i get a little high i'll figure this all out
see that crumb on the floor? it's going in my windpipe
fuck off
you said that last month
it didn't make a difference anyway
find some money or your shit's going outside
right now

get a job
pay the rent
you're a slob
and a pot headed mess
but you're not an idiot
this is all gonna come to an end

i'm eating toast on the bed
watching my phone cause it makes me happy
wiping the crumbs on the floor
where did you go?
i saw the sunrise again
staying up late, i just couldn't fall asleep
with a screen in my face
i wish you were here
but i don't look back, don't look back, i don't look back
and i won't look back, won't look back, i won't look back
cause i can't look back, i can't look back, i caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaNt

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