cig phase from zoloft by gay cousin

i don’t care if smoking cigs is fucking up my estrogen
i look cool
and she said that shit’ll kill you while facing a thc pen
which is probably also full of stuff that’s bad
and i’m so fucking sad
i’ll never be yr girl
i’ll never stop smoking cigarettes
cause you really need a second when yr this fucking depressed
it doesn’t matter what i wear
the smell hangs in my hair
and i’ll never forget the time we shared
outside at night when we were looking cool
and i don’t care if being lonely eats me up inside
i feel good
and she said you have to face the day and all yr strong emotions
but i think she was talking on the phone
cause when i graduated i was high and hiding in my basement
getting cooked to walk to work
and waiting on some ouija board to move
and off some selfish kind of love
i painted pictures in my blood of us together
and now i’m normal and i never think of you
i’ll never be yr girl
i figure i’m lying
i’ll never be happier than when i’m slowly dying
i am lying horizontal on my bed and feeling awful
blasting cigs and wondering why i ever wanted to be anybody else

• Acoustic
• diy
• emo
• emo acoustic
• folk punk acoustic
• trans
• Chicago