Headlights from Geo Who? by Geoblu

I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately, all I hear is the rain
Falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately
All I hear is the rain falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

I've been thinking
I never thought that I might be the victim
Deep down feel a hell rise
Tell lies to myself, that way the truth won't sink in
Swept up like I'm a ragdoll
Lost and I can't confide in a damn soul
Usually time heals
But time doesn't exist inside of a black hole

Reflect on the older times
It's got me messed up, talking to a poltergeist
And when I look into the eyes, they're as cold as ice
Won't leave, even though I told him twice
And I thought I was moving forward
But the late nights getting nostalgic
Lost myself somewhere on the way
Try search, but I never found it

I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately, all I hear is the rain
Falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately, all I hear is the rain
Falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

Now I gotta learn to trust
Let myself, then my earth was crushed
I had everything that I wanted
But one spark and it all burns to dust
And I wish I could laugh at the memories
But I still can't laugh at the memories
So many gone as a young child
I hold death like caskets in cemeteries

Demons hide in my depths
Got me way too frightened to step
I been moving fast
When I sat down, realised I ain't had time to reflect
Now I've clocked on the myths
Realised everything's not what it is
I was on the shore but I was not sure
Still I pushed that boat, now I'm watching it drift

I'm on the island, isolated
Look into your eyes and the life has faded
Can't run away when your mind's invaded
Hate truth, I don't wanna try to face it
Ahead of me is a long day
I was led the wrong way, been misguided
Old enemy from the past been woken
I helplessly watch as he rises

And I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately, all I hear is the rain
Falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

And I don't wanna let things change, and it's gotten me drained
All I do is try fight it
Been on my own lately
All I hear is the rain falling and the silence
I been tryna search for the key and I turn in my sleep
'Cause I really can't find it
Realised that I never said bye
Now I'm headlights, and I'm all blinded

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• UK Hip Hop Rap
• grime
• underground rap
• London