tar from Girl Demo by Girldinner

my body is a sewer
my lungs, full of hate, shit, tar
and we will always be worse
than we think we are

her leaf hits my lungs
her stems crawl through my chest,
up my throat, through my nose
she is the tree from which i am hung
she reaches behind my eyes
into my soul, to draw out all of the
bile that i swallow.
feel it rise

pus from a sliver,
rot in my liver,
a body in the river.
pus from a sliver,
rot in my liver,
a body in the river

i steel myself against the tension
and brace the knife against my neck
it feels good, there - it feels right at home
the hilt fits so well, in my right hand
the blade, just long enough, just sharp enough
it wont be hard to do when the time comes

• Metal
• doomgaze
• emoviolence
• screamo
• skramz
• sludge
• Brantford