ugly doll from GUTMACHINE by GUTMACHINE

i think i wanna be an ugly doll
let the sun disintegrate it all
cut my hair until i can’t be saved
blow your smoke into my ugly face

i think i wanna be an ugly doll
i think i wanna be a broken girl
i think i wanna be an awful boy
i think i wanna be a fucking curse

break me down and build me up again
swap the pieces to your heart’s content
kiss the breath into my empty lungs
if you want to you can bite my tongue

i think i wanna be an ugly doll
i think i wanna be a broken girl
i think i wanna be an awful boy
i think i wanna be a fucking curse

don’t put me on display
you’ve set me up to fail
i’m picking at my face
the dirt beneath my nails

but can you see right through me
your piercing stare is painful
no matter what, i’ll never be
a pretty porcelain angel

just throw me out the car window
the wind will catch my limbs
i’ll fly before you drop me
and smile when the concrete cracks my skin

i think i wanna be an ugly doll
i think i wanna be a broken girl
i think i wanna be an awful boy
i think i wanna be a fucking curse

i think i never wanna think at all
i never wanna think at all
i never wanna think at all
…i wanna be an ugly doll

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