One Day from Probably Hormonal by Hannah D'Arcy

Haunted by the ghosts
Of things I'll tell myself I should've done.
The barely-there faces,
Frowning down on what I might become.
But I will not join you,
So drink away my money while you can.
This person is dying,
Slowly but it's all going to plan.

For I have never felt so lonely
As I do when I'm near you,
But I was such a fool.
I look at you and stare right through.

One day I'll keep a secret
And hold my cards much closer to my chest.
One day I'll aim higher,
One day I'll grow up, then I'll be impressed.
Tortured by the memories
Of things I'll tell myself I could've done.
But I'm scared and I thought that I cared,
When all I really wanted was to run.

'Coz I'm a bad judge of character
And you're a fucking cartoon
But I am still a fool.
Mistakes will not be made again so soon.
Mistakes will not be made again with you.

• Alternative
• acoustic
• angst
• female vocal
• goth
• lo-fi
• Newcastle Upon Tyne