closing from transitions by holiday eyes
Tracklist
| 8. | closing | 3:15 |
Lyrics
you fell out of love with me when i was eighteen
and terrified of what i’d stumbled into accidentally
and it took me almost a year to do the same to you
no matter how many of my friends i kissed at parties
you fell in love with me when i was barely twenty
it took me far too long to realize i hadn’t done the same
and i’d say sorry that i hurt you but that’s selfish of me
and i’m trying not to be that way these days
i’m not sure what scares me more
closing doors or opening windows
the certainty of routine or the uncertainty of hope
i haven’t decided which path i want to take
yeah i haven’t decided which path i want to take
the kid i used to be and the name i used to wear
didn’t ask for you to mourn them like i wasn’t even there
so fuck you for not loving me when i needed you the most
but i’m glad you’ve got the hang of it these days
we met when we were fourteen and strange as if that’s changed
all awkward hair and too long limbs and smiles
i want to love you till my dying day and never kiss you on the mouth
stay by my side and send me pictures of your dogs when i get sad
i’m not sure what scares me more
closing doors or opening windows
the certainty of routine or the uncertainty of hope
i haven’t decided which path i want to take
yeah i haven’t decided which path i want to take
