heartbreak era from heartbreak era by Holly Nicholson

i don’t know where to start
i’ve got a broken heart
i'm on the edge of falling apart
he left his mark all over me
without him, it all feels incomplete

i've got a talent for convincing myself i'm not wanted
hardwired to believe everyone sees the worst in me
i care too much about how i'm perceived

i couldn’t eat, i couldn’t sleep, your memory's haunting me
trying not to spiral, lost myself in vinyls
spent this whole year in survival
staring at myself in the mirror
what did he not see in me that he saw in her?
when does it get better?

i'm a people pleaser raised by taylor swift
the sort of person that people don't tend to miss
i feel like it wouldn’t make a difference if i wasn’t there

and i, loved a guy who never called me pretty
i can’t take compliments, i avoid lennon and mccartney
their voices still sting, maybe i should put a positive spin on it

i couldn’t breathe, i was bleeding, i hate this feeling
i cried for weeks, he made it look so easy
he was so okay with losing me
he stole my heart, now he’s a thief
not the man of my dreams
i loved him more than he loved me

when does it get better, does it feel like this forever?
does he love her? that day in december
no i don't want to remember, i just want to feel better
when does it get better, does it feel like this forever?
does he love her? that day in december
no i dont want to remember, i just want to feel better
welcome to my heartbreak era

• Pop
• Pop Punk
• indie pop
• pop rock
• Manchester