You Suck by ilxtus

Motherfuckers only give one if it benefit them
Infant like to think an IG follow a friend
No matter the mutuals
Why can’t god forgive me just like I forgave them?
I’ve been out here gettin treated like a smudge on a lens
I’ve been drained of my confusion, jewels peaking out my ribs, blood seeping out my limbs, step in pain I’m self abusing, chew the skin inside my lips I been
I been...
Running in my sleep
The evening catching up to me
What happened to the trust in me?
…
I’ve always been the type to keep my motherfucking mouth shut, be it fear, be it silence, could’ve been some tender knowledge and choosing not to speak up on a touchy fucking subject
Or maybe I’m just tired, nonetheless
it’s in my chest I might,
Have a different view than you but that don’t mean I’m hating on your balcony,
May be lookin’ through a cubical and got a bigger banking salary,
Yet you don’t see me walking round like strangers got it out for me,
Medusa faced like alchemy,
You feel me baby? Palpably
Work until I know my mother proud of me whenever I find god in me I’ll probably…
Let it all go
Probably

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