The Well from Decomposition by Iron Hox

When I dream I can find myself safely
Nothing past the calm surface that I can keep
I felt held, wasn't burdened by the same deep hurt I escaped from
Don't want more problems but I keep making them

I keep making them

When I dream I can find myself safely
Nothing past the calm surface that I can keep
I felt held, wasn't burdened by the same deep hurt I escaped from
Don't want more problems but I'll make one
When I dream I can find myself safely
Nothing past the calm surface that I can keep
I felt held, wasn't burdened by the same deep hurt I escaped from
Don't want more problems but I'll make one

It felt good to be held
And not always have to hold
It felt good to be held
And not always have to hold
It felt good to be held
And not always have to hold
It felt good to be held
And not to just have to hold all the time

I dive headfirst in that well
Unearth pieces of myself
Dig up death and frantic twitches when I remember those hells
People see me as they want but I feel buried in my head
This constant disassociation echoes infinite,
I think I'm dead
I dive headfirst in that well
Unearth pieces of myself
Dig up death and frantic twitches when I remember those hells
People see me as they want but I feel buried in my head
This constant disassociation echoes infinite,
I think I'm dead

I think I'm dead
I think I'm dead
I think I'm dead
I think I'm dead

When I dream I can find myself safely
Nothing past the calm surface that I can keep
I felt held, wasn't burdened by the same deep hurt I escaped from
Don't want these problems but know I'll make one
When I dream I can find myself safely
Nothing past the calm surface that I can keep
I felt held, wasn't burdened by the same deep hurt I escaped from
Don't want these problems but know I'll make one.

• Experimental
• Denver