painful by joshua hino 888

this album was made in a period of suicidal thoughts

cover by reiparanoid

sc - https://soundcloud.com/joshua_harrison/sets/painful

yt - https://youtu.be/R9b9fy_Td8U

twitter - https://twitter.com/joshua_hino_888

tg - https://t.me/minorcharactersfromtheinternet

samples:

1. #000000;

2. if my mental state was an animation, it'd be animated by i can't sleep;
samples by nosleep666 on yt

3. white noise instead of my skin;
sample by type-one - with dat shit (prod. agnarkea x gone)

4. eternal anxiety;
sample by kairiki bear - ヒトサマアレルギー feat. flower

5. pancreatic decomposition;

6. 私はあなたが好きではない;
sample by твоё нежное безумие - бяка

7. painkillers;

8. mentally gothic;
sample by black dresses - waiting42moro

9. childhood;
sample by роророка_ - guitar reveal ! on yt

10. suicide time;
sample from the visual novel class of '09

11. her;
sample by girls rituals - all i want for christmas is you

12. i want to disappear;
sample by orchids&flowers - chemistry

Tracklist

1.	#000000	0:18

2.	if my mental state was an animation, it'd be animated by i can't sleep	1:58

3.	white noise instead of my skin	1:47

4.	eternal anxiety	1:26

5.	pancreatic decomposition	1:06

6.	私はあなたが好きではない	2:22

7.	painkillers	2:20

8.	mentally gothic	2:26

9.	childhood	0:54

10.	suicide time	1:37

11.	her	1:20

12.	i want to disappear	1:12

Credits

released June 8, 2025

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