Shaking from Taurus by Kitchen Knives
Tracklist
6. | Shaking | 6:11 |
Lyrics
How did you let go so easily
Was I ever worth keeping
Did you ever love me
Questions race by
Nothing can stop my mind
Why am I clinching my fists, and pounding my head
My chances are over
There will be someone new
And I’ll just have to face it, he’ll be holding you
He’ll kiss you, and love you, and say he’ll marry you
I’ll be without a friend
I’ll never see you again
Another guy
Is he the one
Is he tall
Is he tough
Another guy
Is he pretty
Is he rich
Is this it
Days I spend laying around
These drives across town
I miss having someone to talk to
(I’m afraid those days are gone)
This concrete I pound
These drinks I put down
I miss having someone to walk with
(I’m afraid those days are gone)
Are you still hurting
Do you still think about me
Is it still painful
And are you still crying
Something tells me, that you’ve moved on
There’s someone else, and you and I are done
I’m shaking, faster now
I wish I could give you everything I couldn’t give myself
So late that it’s early, I see you
Profile on screen, my breath is shallow
You look so happy, was I holding you back
Is this who you really are, was I preventing that
Sleep is the only way that I don’t have to feel such pain
It’s become an escape from the things I’m forced to feel everyday
But as I drift off, I know in the morning I’ll do it all again
The same old song and dance, missing my truest and closest friend
So even my dreams get plagued by the vividest of nightmares
He’s standing there holding your hand, with his perfect, trendy hair
He’s telling me to leave, telling me that you’re in love with him now
You just stand there and just laugh, like I’m not even there
The thought of you with him, near or somewhere far
Doing things we used to do, and laughing at my expense
Our memories are his now, you want me overwritten
I’m beginning to get the message, that you and I are truly finished