Sounds of construction and metallic movement sequence ear to ear. This is the slow-building of new virtues. But with this, our main character feels that vice, that once held together with a family, still holds the memories of exactly how a family grew apart. She screams, "STOP, I DONT WANNA FALL IN LOVE," as she sees that this vice will always have value to some while she may not. She's seen affection or random reappearances of those from the past as confusing and difficult. She's yet to see a love sent from the heavens with no pain that trails with only growth and lessons. She decides to stay alone with her vice. Burning every night memories of what no longer serves her. She explains she finally sees that she is not hard to love and has a lot to offer. That her problem was never her in the first place. She lights one to a new life of freedom from projections and false ideologies. She can no longer be left hanging bc no one can hold her except herself.
"On your walk
don't ask me to trail behind."