mess system from sqr1 / satisfy. by lau

keep in mind, i'm trying my best
to stay afloat.
i'll run out every attempt
'till i reach my goal.
trust me, there's some intent,
but my mind is toast.
promises is something i'm not good at,
so i'll await the call.

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(building up to nothing)
(the feeling) that it won't get me anywhere...
(the feeling) that no one's ever gonna care...
(so hard...) that the problem is skin deep and i should not even be here...
(building up to nothing)
and i'm trying hard to get up in the first place,
overthinking the reactions to a bad taste (should it even be?).
(the feeling)
(it's so hard to lack some)

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