Holding On from 1981 by LAUVER

Well I'm wide awake for the holiday
And we're all dressed up in the pouring rain
I call you out and call a cab for the evening
And it's one last call for the cabaret
And it's one call for the shit parade
Bottlecap my mind and wait for the stars
So stay awake and stay aware
I'm already out of the premises
I'm already out of the promises
And it never feels like the movies
And it never fades with the serenades
Bottlecap my mind and wait for the sun
So just take it easy
Don't make it ugly
Don't take it out on me
I'm not the one who's holding back
So give me time
So my mind takes off like an airplane
And my heart explodes like a hand grenade
When I call you up just to reminisce
You act like you've never heard of this
So my head checks out when you're around
I've got my own two feet against the ground
My mind's made up
I've found my way
A journey to rebirth
So just take it easy
Don't make it ugly
Don't take it out on me
I'm not the one who's holding back
So give me time

• Electronic
• ambient
• chillout
• electro
• synthpop
• synthwave
• Indianapolis