Everything from Built Different by Maya Mayhem

the importance of conforming
and contorting, shifting, morphing
myself into shape
to fit, to break,
to hide the pain that hiding causes
sources of the nauseating morbid shit
conformist bitch, 'cause nortmal is
exclusively performative
I'm overwhelmed as fuck
sounds and words that scratch my nerves and won't shut up
just keep screaming, churning,
screeching, hurting,
breaking, burning,
turning myself inside out and hurling
into endless worlds of hurting
birthing deep resentment for this world
and all you earthling fucks

everything is threatening and spiralling, it seems like
I'm alone with everything and just want to be seen, I
crave your understanding, your smile and tender touch, 'cause
everything is everything and everything is way too much

stuck in first gear with the gas nozzle pumping
handbrake pulled with the engine still running
just hog- fucking wild, all the pent-up unused rage
sticker reading "FUCK YOU" taped over the fuel gauge
full throttle, full power ahead
need to claw myself back through this hell
just to move a tiny fucking step
a messed up bitch, a clenched-up fist
iss all I've got to face this motherfucking effed-up shit
I deal with it

everything is threatening and spiralling, it seems like
I'm alone with everything and just want to be seen, I
crave your understanding, your smile and tender touch, 'cause
everything is everything and everything is ev erything is
everything is threatening and spiralling, it seems like
I'm alone with everything and just want to be seen, I
crave your understanding, your smile and tender touch, 'cause
everything is everything and everything is way too much

• EBM
• Electronic
• Experimental
• goth
• industrial
• synthpop
• Germany