God Knows from Coast by Mel Stone

woke up wanting to die again
getting high again just to float through the day
i'm home again crashing in this town again where i can
ignore my friends and you can't dictate how i take my space

another night of wires getting worn
sending paragraphs of text back and forth

i'm always looking for an exit before we begin
baby i can't be your soft landing

woke up in the bath again
freezing and sinking again swearing this time will be the last
so i'm eating again practicing dbt again staring down
the sun again and trying to steal some kind of a future back

another night drinking through the cold
your last words echoing through my skull

i'm worried i'll never feel at home in my skin
baby i can't be your soft landing
i'm always looking for an exit before we begin
baby i can't be your soft landing

another night plugged into my machines
listening to blonde on repeat

tell me we're ok tell me i'm ok i'm ok
tell me that nothing worth saving ever stays broken anyway

i'm not a future you can put your faith in
baby i can't be your soft landing
i'm always looking for an exit before we begin
baby i can't be your soft landing

• Rock
• indie pop
• indie pop rock
• indie rock
• queer
• trans
• New York