Disorder 0.17 from Karma by Mojave Sky

As a child I just thought I was weird, moody, detached, not like other kids;
I always had difficulties with my own feelings and emotions
Disappearing within my own mind
Feelings and emotions always felt so difficult to manage
So I pushed them aside
Sometimes, sometimes you can do nothing more
Don't let the waves consume you
An illness, my illness feels, like a vast ocean and I can't swim
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The shadow the mask creates, it can be dangerous,
the smile you put on, the weak handshake, it freezes you, it crushes you (pathetic)
Never hide a feeling, never suppress a thing, the silence is anger, the lying is a shield; the breaking is a start
The more you keep the more you suffer,
your pale face is your own countdown,
your feelings are your fuel for your mind is the engine,
Step on them! Crumble them; and burn them,
build yourself again and again until failure each time;
nothing is worth your soul.
If someone wasn't there, don't bother
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Build yourself again and again and again; Don't bother.
If someone wasn't there, don't bother

• Experimental
• Experimental Post-rock
• Shoegaze
• ambient
• post-metal
• Greece