Lovelorn from VEHEMENCE by Monochromatic Black

I desire a love never there
I desire a king to my queen
Just a fantasy
All these dreams start the same
Different faces & new names
Lure me in to be praised
Just a sexual fantasy 
Runaway from reality
These lies at the cost of my fragile state of mind
Left with the shame
Abasement
I don’t think he exists
I can’t cry anymore
I’m so afraid to open the door
More heartbreak the pain instilled in me
Broken promise
Destiny seems to be wandering this earth alone
Am I really ready for this journey? 
Or can I change the course of this tale?
I guess I’ll never know
These lies at the cost of my fragile state of mine
Left with he split road ahead
Sever the ties before they bind
I’d rather no call
I dream in blue
There is no you

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