I said farewell to everything that I accomplished with my music in the past year... In a moment of weakness... a moment of fear... I deleted all of the music that I recorded as "dear sora rae..." as well as the bandcamp profile and YouTube channel. It's impossible to go back. I wanted to... I still want to.
I feel like, and deep down I think I truly am... a letdown. The pieces of music, the friends I've made, the journey I've taken so far... It's broken.
I'm here in this dark place for the last time I'll allow it to exist... and before I leave, I'm picking up the few pieces that can be salvaged or somehow glued back together... and I'm moving forward into a better tomorrow.
Mourning fades. I'm pressing on with my pastel ghosts.