45 from Noa's Mix by No Outlet
Tracklist
| 4. | 45 | 4:14 |
Lyrics
where monsters come to cry and villains go to sleep
this in my home
it's built on top of body bags of murdered dreams
dropped hints hits wits end
babe is up to bat
hot chocolate in the dining hall
but today i think i'll pass
four zeros
five scars
nine months of pain faked
awake to take the [redacted] of my brain away
she didn't even glance my way
never picked up the mess she made
and i am waited on to mend the same mistakes
attempt a funeral for secrets kept
they put them in the grave
but they forgot to include the dude who spewed too few truths
left her on a throne
forgave her every sin
and there was hardly a sorry to justify this binge
don't you tell me that these rhymes are fine when she still wears the crown
downward bound
i'm found on the ground
hounding minds by the pound
the sound of square roots and round
this will make it numb
hide so you don't feel it
all is set aside
hum a tune worth hearing
you can't change the past
and you won't change the future
but this will make it numb
it's not hard to see my scars
see how i dealt with melted hearts
the room in my skull closes in by the hour
the words that i'm speaking go bad and taste sour
my tongue is cracked and dry
with everything
my spirit brings to the rest of me
i'm blowing away with the tiniest breeze
i wasn't anchored down to the root i thought i knew so well
beginning the winning but sinning the same
game's aim breaks my play
tames my age
drains my gain
i might be insane, yeah i might be insane
only numbers remain
thought the highest praise
nothing ever told me to stay
tragedy
battle me
you'll never be able to rattle me
a glass to the tattered formalities
this will make it numb
hide so you don't feel it
all is set aside
hum a tune worth hearing
you can't change the past
and you won't change the future
but this will make it numb
