Babe Bruh from Death Doula by Noughtie Dee

i still reach out knowing that you won’t reply

hurt about it but you’ll never see me cry

i get why we aren’t close but my thoughts are paralyzed

an only child with a sibling still alive



i won’t push you

i’ll give you space

can we have closeness before we hit the grave

guess you don’t want that

but i’m not okay

could’ve went through this together

pushed me away how is that better?



tryna understand your heart, your mind, your pain

just don’t get why you never do the same

plus i’m the younger one

why can’t i spiral with the rage

oh im the only girl

step in when mom out of place



that ain’t right

confused is it childhood spite

but on my birthdays you’d always catch a flight

now my mind wanders

do you really care about me

why you never listen to the music

you would hear that you’re the main influence

shaped the taste i’m producing

the clothes that i’m wearing, cause we was always sharing

or i always sneaking

me and dom was flexing with the V

maybe we aint close cause we lost him

lost both brothers now i’m distraught damn



i still reach out knowing that you won’t reply

hurt about it but you’ll never see me cry

i get why we aren’t close but my thoughts are paralyzed

only child with a sibling still alive

• Alternative
• alternative hip-hop
• female rap
• hiphop rap
• songwriter
• Atlanta