23rd Funeral from Hard On by New Science Projects

23 years living dead
up to my ears in
my own hell of living shit
if i was a greater man
if i was a stronger man
i'd lift myself up or start fresh again
but i'm not that hero
foretold by liars
more than a failure, I am an error
i'm a no-one, a coward, a waste of life

and every morning, dead,
that greets my waking mind
reminds me of all of this

why should i waste more time?

after 23 years, here it ends
a regrettable story of
a man who should not have been
don't you stop me now
don't open your mouth
I'll be bleeding and you will be laughing
and they'll send flowers
to my parents
on the card, a 'Congratulations!'
all of my family will gather to celebrate

and they'll all say 'About time!'
beside the dump site sign
the only grave that's right

waste back to waste

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