This entire album was recorded in mid to late 2023 during one of the roughest times in my life. Despair, Emptiness, Sorrow would linger in the back of my mind until it almost threatened to swallow me whole.
I decided that I wanted to record a few songs that would mimic a trip to the hospital or mental institution, more or less what is known as "Clinical Ambient" mixed with Drone and Industrial. What goes on behind the scene of what would seemingly be a mundane or uneventful trip? What if it were to turn hellish and like something out of a nightmare until you're fighting for your very life? What kind of insidious or unforgettable incident could occur in what is supposed to be an incredibly safe or secure environment? Call me crazy but I honestly never liked going to the doctor regardless of the reason and I don't think that I ever will. But Medicine is supposed to be used for good, right? That is, unless we experiment on humans. -OD
Experimental, Noise, Industrial, Dark Ambient, Power Electronics, Death Industrial, Drone, Harsh Noise, Electro-Industrial project from Springfield, Illinois, USA. I originated back in mid to late 2009 when I was only 13 years old. My mission is to capture the true somber feeling that is living in the Midwest. My sound reflects the Loneliness, Isolation, and Depression that I feel constantly.