Doors from ↑↓↑↓ by Peace Arrow
Tracklist
| 4. | Doors | 4:24 |
Lyrics
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i'm more fixated on chipped paint reminders
than the broken window rendering me vulnerable
these walls i face each day, the window's veiled out of sight
i subscribe to reassuring lies, not the truth
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the outflow of gas fumes are met at the cracks in the glass by a tempered rain
seeping in and down the windowsill i inhale the mold that soon takes shape
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this mold is indulgence, this mold is apathy, this mold festers inside
despite the fact i know this i do little of anything, i'm reluctant to try
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i hide from issues growing, cut corners when i should not be
afraid i'll fall behind my pace
choices that carry much weight is trashed cluttered in this place
that i should have taken care of
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i'm in between the doorway of fixing what is broken and wallowing in mistakes
is this home filled with answers, etched in the walls, i wonder, i keep the lights off in this place
i've gotten in the routine of locking the door behind me and forgetting the key
you don't deserve this, countless times i'm helpless waiting at the door for you to let me in
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but it's not your place
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when doors are wide open you'll look in and you won't come back
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