medicine from endorphin by permafriday

Looking for the next distraction
Need to find a new release
Always with the same reaction
Brings me down right to my knees

Is it medicine, medicine, medicine, medicine, medicine numbing the pain
Revisit hell again, hell again, hell again, hell I'm in, circle the drain
Reach for another, another, another, another, like I'm keeping score
Killing my mother, my father, my sister, my woman, but she found the door

On some kinda level, I listen to metal to settle my meddling mind
If, inevitably, it doesn't work for me, leave it behind
If I could stop time, I'd be fine, but I'm pressin' rewind
I see the signs: life is designed to bind one of my kind

I've been a mess, depressed, obsessed, at best, might get outta bed
I'm feeling half-past dead. Dead, I said, "it's all in my head".
I'm seeing red, green, blue, white too, but I'm not seeing you
Heavy as lead, demons I fed, instead, they shred me in two

And I can't wait
To finally be free
I can't relate
To those who are happy
(cause I'm always)

Looking for the next distraction
Need to find a new release
Always with the same reaction
Brings me down right to my knees

• Electronic Hip Hop
• Experimental
• avant-garde
• dark
• experimental
• progressive
• Vancouver