fine from Therapy Money by Pyrophoria

No I’m fine
I got outta line
Six six sixes mine
Left behind
In 49
In my mind
I find no peace
For a crease
They’re left to find
A tongue twister they unwind
Razor blade inside
Where is it I hide
The dark in me outshined
By video tape streamers to rewind
Caught in a story unkind

I am better
We’re tight knit like a sweater
In summer weather
Two birds one stone of a feather
Lean on me, in the red debtor
I’m a leech, so glad I met her
Two years I can’t forget her
But I go on
In a song
The words last me long
But I got them wrong
What am I saying?
Who am I portraying?
Overstayer staying
I go on like I’m waiting
Creating
Another life I waste hating
But I’m fine now
All eyes now
Can’t describe how
The time out
Of a wound wasn’t silver spooned
And here I am phased out like the moon
Back to normal soon
Love songs go back in tune
All the wasteland again will swoon
Who am I now in bloom
Out of concrete
Barren feet
Kicked to the side of the street
Home is a word obsolete
Am I a fever or is it the heat
I’m a stain to everyone I meet
I am bitter, victory tastes sweet
I drive from the backseat
My drive is defeat
I am a broken record on repeat
I was a wildflower weed to eat
I am fine, the hole in me complete


Who’s there?
Amused stare
I am too abused to care
I never knew a friend
They just knew to pretend
Out of pocket I amend
But I am empty in the end
I am fine alone
I don’t know why I try or why I phone home
It’s a place I’ve never known
I broke the door with every bone
My glass heart threw a stone
Am I just grown?
Accident prone?
The Queen off her throne
Was left at the tone
What do I owe
What do I show
When the reaper couldn’t keep her
Gave me more to sow
I don’t know
Where I go
I am fine though
This is my flow
Ebb in a web of undertow
The future comes on slow

The future busts a suture
I am a first person shooter
In the mirror like an intruder
Shake off the mover
I quake, cocked in stupor
The screws got looser
I act like I knew her
I’m a beggar and I choose her
I am better now I lose her
In this life I side with my abuser
Moving on a maneuver
I should have died sooner

But I’m ok
I'm fine today
Never wanted your fucking time of day
This must be the day
No I’m fine, the light is just grey

• Experimental
• alternative
• avantgarde
• experimental rock
• female indie
• genreless
• Atlanta