_0utsid3.caf from dancemix_2 by Salem De Fleur

[Intro]
Hey, um Eve
Please call me back, I'm outside
Please, I really need to talk to you...

[Verse 1]
I'm outside the club,
DJ'ing by myself, yeah cause-
the real party is where I'm at
Oh, got my creaming soda,
and my cherry cola
Hit sync again---
I should be locked and loaded

[Verse 2]
But, to be honest,
I'm not having a good time, yeah
I'm not feeling the vibe
Cause they yell,
yell from the side streets
Calling me a faggot,
oh this shit disgusts me!

[Chorus]
I stay on the outside of regular life
I live that life that you despise
I stay crying in my room
listening to heavy tunes
Cringe as fuck,
and fresh out of luck~

[Verse 3]
I wish I could own this
I wish I could flaunt it
but if I'm being honest,
Yeah, your girl is struggling
Even when I'm with my buddies,
I still feel like a nobody
And I hate to say it,
But I feel like they hate me

[Verse 4]
and, my shrink says
that I'm doing better
but really I could care less
'bout what she says
Cause I still wanna die,
that's what I think of late at night
and even though I try,
I still can't even cry!

[Chorus]
I stay on the outside of regular life
I live that life that you despise
I stay crying in my room
listening to heavy tunes
Cringe as fuck,
and fresh out of luck~

[Verse 4]
(I always say things,
that I regret
Cause I get in my head
and then I make things a mess)
I stay out the loop
I never have a single clue
What is going on-

[Verse 5]
Quite frankly,
I'm a jealous bitch
I stare at the cool kids,
just wishing I could be them
and it's not just the cool ones,
I envy the losers
cause at least-
at least they have each other!

[Chorus]
I stay on the outside of regular life
I live that life that you despise
I stay crying in my room
listening to heavy tunes
Cringe as fuck,
and fresh out of luck~

[Bridge]
And like I know I'm not supposed to care that much,
but like I just, I fucking hate it--
Like I just keep looking at them---
And I know it's like dumb,
But like I just really fucking hate being a loser, you know?
and I don't even know how I'm supposed to fucking feel!

[Chorus]
I stay on the outside of regular life
I live a life that I despise
I stay crying in my room
listening to heavy tunes
Sad as fuck,
and fresh out of luck~

• DIY
• EDM
• Electronic
• Hyperpop
• South Australia
• Trap
• abrasive pop
• bubblegum bass
• club
• messy
• queer
• Australia