anablephobia from Bell Dagger by Sister Calypso

remember when i gave
you a lap dance
in a cemetery
on your birthday
i looked up to the night sky
and thought i saw an asteroid
maybe a paranoid
but it feels like a wild void

anablephobia
i've made up my mind
anablephobia
if i stare long enough
night sky so wide
i feel like i've died
i feel like i've died
i feel like i've died

do you ever feel like
falling upwards
my cables are clustered
i'm tangled, outnumbered
if i stare up too long
maybe the sun will thaw

anablephobia
i've made up my mind
anablephobia
if i stare long enough
night sky so wide
i feel like i've died
i feel like i've died
i feel like i've died

• Ambient
• suicidal yacht rock
• tropical depression
• Los Angeles