riptide from Bell Dagger by Sister Calypso

something is different
but i can't put my finger on it
i know that you want me
and i know that i want you
but i'm caught in my own riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide

i'm kicking and swimming
but i'm dragging myself out to sea
where i want to be
and i know that you want me
and i'm swimming to you
but i just want to let go
if i'm being honest

when i'm by your side
i don't swim so far out to sea
and get caught in my riptide

i know that you want me
and i know that i want you
but i'm caught in my own riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide

i want you
but i'm a riptide
i love you
and your blue eyes
i want you
but i'm a riptide

i know that you want me
and i know that i want you
but i'm caught in my own riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide
i'm sorry that i'm a riptide

• Ambient
• suicidal yacht rock
• tropical depression
• Los Angeles