submechanophobia from Bell Dagger by Sister Calypso

you can break your own heart
so you don't have to break mine
you can break your own heart
so i can go about with my life

i can hurt myself
i don't need your confused mind
i'm full of enough water
and you've plenty to find

everybody warned me that water was cold
but i couldn't help myself
i dove head first into the cold
i saw the shipwrecks that maps said i could find
i saw their splintered bows and sails battered by wind
the things that you told me when we were in your room
when you laid your head on my chest
and you flooded me with summer bloom

for a while i felt peace of mind
for a while i was careful and i was blind
for a while i was careful and i was blind

submechanophobia, submechanophobia,
submechanophobia, submechanophobia

you can break your own heart
so you don't have to break mine
what a burden you must bear
being so self-confined
you can fuck yourself up
so you don't have to play with my heart
you can tangle your own thoughts
till you can't tell them apart
you can point that dagger
in the direction of your own chest
the things that you told me
in your room when we were possessed

everybody warned me that water was cold
but i couldn't help myself
i dove head first into the cold
i saw the shipwrecks that maps said i could find
i saw their splintered bows and sails battered by wind
the things that you told me when we were in your room
when you laid your head on my chest
and you flooded me with summer bloom

for a while i felt peace of mind
for a while i was careful and i was blind
for a while i was careful and i was blind

submechanophobia, submechanophobia,
submechanophobia, submechanophobia

• Ambient
• suicidal yacht rock
• tropical depression
• Los Angeles