RETRoaCTiVE LoVER from TRAUMAVISION by $WAGGOT

i was thinking about how things once were
remembering the life i used to live
everything that i used to know is gone
and these memories don't feel like my own

i was young
and now you're grown
i'm on my own
where did you go

i never looked at you like that way back then
you were always a perfect friend, you're my
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we never spent any time alone just us
and now i'm mourning the love i found and lost
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lover

i was thinking about how things once were
wondering how you were never the target of my thirst
i guess my taste back then really was the worst
and now imagining what-if's has me hurt

fantasizing bout fantasies i never had
a little bit aroused and a little bit sad
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lover

you really left an impression on me hey
you'll be my secret imaginary past bae
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lover

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