Crying / Laughing from Immortalised Daffodils by terrapin

In the early days it was involuntary
It was instinct just to sink my feelings where they lay
And i got used to it, yeah i got good at it
Pretending everything is fine
Because it’s a sunny day
As i was growing up, kept it all inside
Didn’t notice how the fragments seemed to always fight
Don’t wanna be alone
Don’t wanna reach out, I'll hide
It’s a scary world I’ve learned that about a thousand times
And it was getting worse
Little by little it was building up
Til it was all just totally fucked
Bracing my skin with a knife
Need to let it out
I can only laugh, how am I alive?
Let me have the space to cry
Let me have the time to try

Crying, laughing,
I’ve been finding all these feelings.

And I’m not fighting them no more.

Now I’m bursting wide open.
Wide open.

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• United Kingdom